good morning chicks

Colleen, congrats on the house offer! and good luck to the newbie fish in the tank, hope they don't get eaten!
Wasp spray, hey I got a few extra cans under the sink for you

but yes I have read that also, you can spray from a distance.
I didn't speak yesterday of the bad attitude I had yesterday morning; I did work out, then went back to bed. And stayed in bed until almost 1:30 pm. It's a terrible thing to do, but some days are just like that for me, despite my depression med and exercise and using my Happy Light. But then I did clean up the kitchen, so I felt it kinda equalled out. I am ashamed that I do that (staying in bed on days off) and I never used to if one of our sons was home, because I was too ashamed of myself. But now I don't care

because maybe I want one of them to ask me 'are you okay mom?' but they haven't ever asked. Well my husband doesn't ask me how I'm doing depression-wise either.
Okay didn't mean to throw a pity party for myself, I have alot to be thankful for and I just need to push through my depressed times. Because always, the next day is better.
We have no plans for Valentine's Day, it's a work day for me, and being married for 30 years, well I guess we're done with romance

no, that's not true, but we've never gone out for Valentine's Day, it's too crowded. Also around here it falls around President's Day weekend which is horribly busy for the ski town and there are out of staters everywhere. But DH will usually have a bunch of flowers for me, and the boys will get me chocolates even though I say "no" but my mouth says "YES!"
I'm on second cup of coffee and haven't worked out yet. Talk at cha's later
