Oh, boy... I guess I've been gone for too long, haven't I? Thank you all for the sympathy and the empathy, and for letting me sulk. We all have crappy days.
LaurieDawn, I hear ya. I work from home and I struggle with depression; I get things done but seriously, working from home and having kids to take care of is harder than working outside the home as a mom. It's like... two worlds colliding in the worst way possible sometimes. I have my healthy routines in place to fend off depression and I seem to be getting by but sometimes it hits me like a freight train. Plus the weather here has been yucky, plus the hormones... you know how it goes. Hang in there.
I've been all over the place for the last two days, Tuesday had pizza for dinner and while at it, I totally went to town and had some Coke too. LOL. If I'm going to do something wrong, might as well do it right.
Next morning, on Wednesday, I was 193.6. I saw it coming, plus the fact that I have been having trouble with going to the loo since Saturday, things were literally starting to pile up. Sorry for the visual. Hahaha! Thursday was the same and I finally found some sweet relief to it all, and now I'm back to
191.8, and back to the saddle. It's been a couple of highly emotional, and exhausting days. My 5 month old baby got a cold and hasn't been giving me much of a break.
Anywho... it's all over now, thank goodness. Glad to see most of you are doing great! Happy belated anniversary,
FeraFilia! Welcome back,
jenjen! Congrats on the loss,
Ky30!