Sugar N Spice--Thanks for the support. You have hit the nail on the head: I'm not ready. Actually when I get going on exercise...I do love it. Its just getting back into the swing of things. What happens is I take it too far. I have so many options I just get ridiculous! So I am hoping by November I will be ready because I want to do the C25K program. In the past of course when I was 60 pounds lighter I would run 3 miles outdoors with my trainer. I would love to get back to that. I want to get my weight down a bit to save my knees and my back so hopefully by November I will be there. I'm not saying I will not do any exercise between now and November but it may be sporadic here and there.
OMG--My bf looks so skinny now. He had a bp scare and really kicked it in gear. He only wants to lose 11 more pounds. I hope he is happy then bc I like my men with some meat on them.

I'm ready to be a better team mate!