Aimee - I am soooo jealous right now! You're right. You are a freak. When I wore a size 18, I was around 180-200 pounds. I have an hourglass figure but my stomach loves to suck up the most fat. Yep, I'm around 5'8". Grrrr.

I look like I weigh more than I do. Because my family genetically has loose skin and I've lost so much weight, that I'm just mushy and my fat is loosely packed.

I'm saving up money for surgery to remove it at somepoint.

Everyone thinks I'm somewhere between 230-240.. I kind of like their bad judgement lol.

Jessica - awww, this is the one time I actually like being called a freak! You've definitely made my day.. I spend some time hating my body, my size.. everything.. I never stop to think 1, how far I've come, and 2, to appreciate where I'm at.

-Aimee