Ok just got back from the store loaded up on some fruits so I am feeling a lot better about what is available to eat right now

Still working (unfortunately) but I am drowning my sorrows in this icy bottle of aquafina...god it is so hot here!
Candice - you should look into it still. Freelancing is a very profitable part of the market. You can make more money as a freelancer than you can on a newspaper staff that is for sure. And with being your own boss and picking which jobs you take it would be easy to do with kids. Sounds like you did some serious damage control at the bbq, I'm so proud!
michelle - Yeah I am trying to be able to eat "normal" foods and just be able to control myself. Being broke isn't too bad I mean fruit is pretty cheap. It is actually pretty funny when you are broke milk, eggs, cheese, bread and fruit are the things you can pick up because they are inexpensive. I cannot even imagine what a high you must be on right now being so close to your goal.
spill - Water is free, there is always free ground to run on and fruits and veggies are super cheap. Us cheap chicks can stay in shape too it just takes some creativity.