Hello all! Weigh in this morning, and I lost 3.0 pounds!

I rarely lose in big chunks (hence being a Turtle!) but I guess the water from last week
and some fat came off this week! It makes me feel like dancing...
I have struggled for a very, very long time with how much to exercise and how much to eat. Some of you may remember from when I was here before. The combination of too much exercise and too little food (yes it is possible) and a host of emotional upheavals ruined my previous losses. It's been years of hard work, both my own solitary work and work with my DH, to put life back in order. We're still married (thankfully) and both of us are still alive (there was a time when that was in jeopardy) and life is stable enough for me to do this work.
I decided that I didn't want to just do it off-the-cuff and take what other people thought was good for my body as gospel. Instead, I've been tracking Points and averages and trends and everything to try to get a feeling for what my body responds to. I've removed any emotional attachment to the numbers and have been looking at it from a purely scientific perspective.
My first week I just focused on writing everything down and didn't much care about being over minimum or using up too many extra points. I averaged about 34 a day all told, but I did not exercise that week. I lost 3.0.
I did that for the second week, too, but started to exercise. I lost 2.0.
I tried only eating minimum Points--didn't work. I was miserable, and I had no loss. I was also, interestingly, napping in the middle of every [possible] afternoon.
I tried eating minimum with only two of my APs on the days I exercised. That was last week, the week it was so ungodly hot and I was bloated and gained 1.5.
So that brings up to this week--when I told myself my minimum goal was 35 a day and I hit an average of 33.5/day. I also focused on the diabetic principles (as of monday) and ate all of my FPs last weekend, so really my average was a bit more than 38 points a day. And I lost!
Now, not enough data for conclusions yet, but I'm going to continue this "eat more" trend and see what happens. I've got a lot of emotions tied up in the idea of eating (as we all do) and a lot tied up in exercise, and I struggle with letting my body have enough food. There seems to be this breaking point--I can either let myself starve and sleep all day, or I can give up and just eat everything all day. There's got to be a middle ground in there, and I'm trying to use Points to help me find it.
Anyway! This has been a long post, but those are my thoughts! Sorry if I'm boring! I hope everyone has a great week, and I'm here and watching again.
