Loki...

Hang in there sweetheart. Many of us have felt those negative feelings of worthlessness. It will pass. You are not the root of all of your mothers problems. Honest.
I don't know how mobile you are... but just coming home to a clean house would help your mom tremendously. Giving her a hug daily and telling her that you appreciate what she does would bless your mom. You have a lot to offer even if you can't work.
I am happy you are feeling better.
Catherine and everyone else swimming. Please keep talking about your swimming experiences... I need that inspiration to get me back to the pool too. I LOVE swimming but I am letting my pride keep me away. I guess it is my shame. LOL
Jen... WELCOME !!! I am still trying to learn everyone too. LOL
I am an oldtimer .. but there are lots of newcomers here.

Don't worry about replying to everyone. Just tell us about yourself.
BarbPA .. enjoy your family.
I can't believe my dad will have been gone 2 years in June.
Sunday is his birthday... he would have been 95. His dad lived till 98.
Sometimes I feel like it was just yesterday... other times it feels likes forever.
But I swear... the longer it is... the more I miss my parents.
At the time of their deaths it was almost a blessing for them.... ill health.
But now... it is just plain missing them.
My dad was an avid Cubs fan. I wonder how he would feel knowing that they traded Sammy Sosa. I wonder how he would react to all the Steroid controversy.
My mom missed the last three great-grand babies being born. We FINALLY have a grandson to carry on our family name.

My dad really was sad that there were no grandsons to carry on his family name. He would REALLY be HAPPY.
Gee.... I am tearing up just talking about it.
Sue... I used to bowl too. It has been a longgggggg time ago. Now I am afraid I would fall if I tried. Maybe that will be my accomplishment when I hit 299. Going bowling again.
I know I responded to some and not others. Just tooooo many here to hit everyone. Sorry.
I have not even read the last thread since I posted the birthday wishes so I am going back there to catch up my reading.