Sorry about your car problems Cristi. I think when you were saying that you would mail me a card with a Mickey Mouse stamp you wrote car......wow- what a friend! lol
My ex is wearing out. He is 70....he has the girls full time. It doesn't make sense to go back to part time and yes........I could help more with the girls but they need things.....and when he passes away--- where will I be?? I am the only full time assistant manager in my area........and I love my office....and I am basically Gaby's only parent. If I went back to part time it would be back on state medical........no offense,,,,but I like providing for her, makes me feel responsible and after the last few years- I want to go forward- I don't want to " just get by".......the older girls wouldn't live with me anyway....and I am only 6 miles away.......
Maybe learn better time management where I am not in the car so much. I did 1000 miles in a month and that was just going back and forth to the girls.....lol
Anyway- my boss is the coolest- so nice. I really do like where I work.....
Need to buy some more sunflowers tomorrow! I might buy the dyed ones- kind of a red color?? I think they are dyed........not natural is it??
Mike's mother emailed me thanking me for her birthday cards. She usuallu doesn't talk about her son but she did say he was soooooooo happy to get Gaby for visits........and I said he needed to grow up and he was being a pain.......lol
He called and left a message with this sad song playing in the background....
I told him when I spoke to him that I didn't appreciate that head game- he would do that years ago when we first broke up. I think it is weird....he goes " I just wanted to share a song" *roll eyes* whatever........
blah- blah..........
going to pick up Gaby. She is chatty as ever- wears a size 5T and is a sweetie.
night


However I had to go get my books for Fall term ( $400.00, I almost fainted.
) and then I had to run around campus to turn in my last piece of paper for my dental assisting thing and then go wait a half hour before my appointment with my advisor to sign new vouchers so they could pay for the books. I had so many books that the bag broke and I had to lug them around like a baby all over campus. I was sweating and huffing and puffing before I got back to the car to wait. then I was so loopy and tired at my appointment I was shaky. I kind of felt a little sick, but it could have to do with eating 5 or 6 pepperoncinis. ( love those!!!) Anywho, I was never so glad to slip into my bed when I got home. Of course I had two snuggle bunnies right beside me just as happy so they could be close to me. Can we say aaaaaaw together.
Anywho, I have homework already and the fall term hasn't even started. uggghh, It is a lot of reading. I should be losing a lot of weight with all that lugging of books around campus and not eating a lot with all the running around and stress. which reminds me.... I have good news. I never weigh myself since I don't have a scale (
) but i am wearing a pairs of pants today that I have not been able to zip up for 4 months or so. That has to mean something good, right??
Anywho I have another day of less sleep cause I have my last appointment with my arthritis doctor before my insurance goes out after I don't work here. uggghh. I am going to be crabby this weekend, especially since I have to waste my saturday going up to portland for my monthly appointment. grrrr, feel sorry for my sweetie.
That is such a better indicator than the scales! 
I know it is just a mood and will pass soon. I get in these moods once in a while and I think it is normally brought on when I am feeling bad, i.e. the allergies. I hate feeling so exhausted and unable to do anything. Well, I am able to do something just no feeling like it. Today is a better day thank goodness. I did manage to get the house cleaned and a couple of loads of laundry done. It took me forever but I did get it done. Of course when everyone gets home it will take five minutes for them to mess it up! Still waiting for my couch cover and quilt. I am getting ready to email about my quilt, just thought about that when I was cleaning. It was supposed to be shipped the 12th and I can't remember if it was through regular mail or UPS. Other than that not a lot going on with me.
Take care ladies and have a wonderful day, what's left of it! 