Today I am back on track, I have been pretty good the past few days with meals, but have been snacking and bringing my food up to 1500 calories

So today I will work out and start on a list of stuff to get onto before the weekend.
Living The problem with figuring out your own body, you don't always stick to it

While my journey started back in January, I had spent all last year trying to figure out what it was with Pasta that makes me gain

. I felt that I couldn't lose weight properly until I had addressed the reason why I put it on in the first place. Except for the sheer laziness part of not wanting to work out, I realised that I started gaining at about 9 years old when I became a vegetarian. I completely ruined my growing body with carbs, because I was a veggie who didn't like vegetables

, so all I ate was pasta, potatoes, fries, cheese, bread, and rubbish veggie options that were also carbs. It made me realise that my body may not particularly like carbs anymore. I also was stress eating while at UNI, I had a lot of personal issues that I was dealing with, money issues, and felt like I was the glue holding a million things together. After 6 sessions with a counsellor at the Uni, I felt like the world had lifted off of my shoulders. My head was clear, I was dealing with issues and stress much better, I stopped worrying about a lot of things that didn't need to be worried about. Then the switch just flipped in January this year, I had all the knowledge to start losing weight, I just needed to want it.
All year I have been learning about calories, macros, why my body acts certain ways. I feel that by knowing about me.... It makes me more inclined to make better decisions when I stress, or when I am prone to eat takeout and stuff. I have been on every diet imaginable, they never worked! So instead of going on a diet, I was starting a journey, or a project to better health. I wanted to learn how to get down to 12 stone (168lbs) with a body fat of under 25% by the time I turned 30 year old. 43lbs down...... another 112lbs to go
Slow and steady wins the race right?
Ruby Rie will be starting a new one either just after Christmas or just after the new year. But I can 100% get one ready for us for next year
