I can't wait till I can run 10k --running 7k with effort now-- and wear shorts to do it... My thighs still look like cream over a moon landscape.

I cant wait until...
my BMI is no longer consider obese...
my wardrobe I bought 5 years ago fits again
I can find the me inside of the fat

I can't wait till...

I start feeling sexy again
My jeans start lasting me more than 2-3 months (damn you, chub rub)
My boyfriend can lift me up again like when I was at least 30 pounds lighter than this
I stop making efforts to positioning myself in photographs so that only my face is visible and the rest of my body is hiding behind someone else
Stop confirming if another fat friend is coming along when I go out with friends, so as not to be the only heavier female in in the group (oh god, I don't feel like a nice person anymore!!)
To feel more active and energetic again.........

I can just go on with the list

I can be COMFORTABLE at the pool with my daughters and not dread getting into a bathing suit
I'm not sweating my butt off every minute in the humid gross summers and discouraged to leave the house
I can wear a sleeveless top without being disgusted with my flabby arms
I am FINALLY at a weight where I am PROUD and comfortable with MYSELF.