I haven't been thin since before puberty so I really have no idea of what I'm going to look like. My butt and hips are virtually non-existent (my upper thigh bones and lower pelvis practically stick out) while my belly is huge in comparison, so it's really hard to imagine my middle getting anywhere near the size of my hips, which would give me a more "normal" frame.

I've often looked at photos of people at my height and weight, and they're almost always in a smaller size than me (I'm currently 5'8" around 250 pounds, in a jeans size 22/24) since their weight is distributed more evenly across their body than mine. Which really makes me wonder if my weight will be more evenly distributed when I get smaller or if I'll always struggle with having a pot belly and love handles.

I'm pretty sure I'm definitely going to look like a Victoria's Secret model.

Well.. no. That was the dream though. I was hoping that weight loss would also include my fat migrating to my boobs. No such luck, I'll settle with being a smaller me anyway.

I look at mybodygallery dot com to see what size I'd be but I know it's pretty doubtful that I'm going to look as toned as they do. I don't think I'll have a bikini body but at 150 pounds I'll be lighter than I was at age 9 so that counts for something. The most important thing for me isn't how I'm going to look but how I'm going to feel. Although, I'm not gonna lie, I'd be over the moon if I ended up with a swimsuit model's figure. lol