My only two "must" meals are breakfast and dinner. Sometimes I like a lot of grazing, other days I get busy doing things and wait until it's an actual "meal".
In what way do smaller meals more often tend to work better for you? Is it a mental thing? Or a scale thing?
It's sounds like it could be a little stressful for you to force yourself to eat so often. Don't stress
On the days that you feel you can space things out evenly, do so. On the days you just want to have three meals, then do that. We already have so many other things to worry about, that as long as you're getting in your calories with the types of foods you want, you can always work on meal timing along the way when you can.
