Saef, point well taken. I do need to stop this little insane game I play. I kind of feel like if I do everything they tell me, then I'll be where I want to be (even though I'm kind of there? go figure). As for it being this way in other parts of my life....no, not really. I tend to be nice to a fault so I tend to attract people in desperate need of friendship or support...but I've been working on that part of my life as well. Anyway, I will take the time to talk to the instructor before the class. I kind of feel silly doing that because this class seems to be aimed at the super athletic type, so I'm afraid they'll suggest I do a different class, but I think it's worth a shot.
By the way, when you mentioned that elderly man, I was kind of worried that perhaps he had passed on? I'm so glad he didn't! Whew! Once I was at my gym and right when I got there, a small crowd had gathered around a very heavy man who was on the floor, having a heart attack. One of the employees had attached a defib. unit to him until the ambulance got there (btw, they didn't seem to be in any rush to come and get him!). I was absolutely stunned to see that many of the people at the gym (well, just about everyone! continued working out!!!). I felt repulsed by their attitude and I went home and cried. Later in the week, I inquired about that man and he actually survived and even later, I found out that he and his wife took the employee who saved him out to lunch.
Today, August 5, I walked the dog for 30 minutes.
30 minutes elliptical
5 minutes rowing machine