I tired of hearing myself talk about losing weight - I am tired of wanting and wishing I was thinner. This is crap. Why am I going to spend the rest of my life "wishing" I was thinner. I need to either do it or accept being fat. And I am never going to accept being fat. So, I am going to lose this weight so I can be done with this! Lol!
And... my sister is getting married in October. I REALLY don't want to be the fat girl in all her pictures. I am going to lose 5 more lbs and then go buy my dress!! YAY!
