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Originally Posted by HealthierLori
It's still kind of hard for me to get my head around the idea that dieting can be like this, just a normal happy life, instead of suffering and torture and constant overwhelming hunger...
Sometimes I wonder if some people don't even want to try this, because of the misinformation out there about low-carbing. You know, how a lot of people think it's dangerous to the heart, etc...
I can SO relate to this. If I had found this food plan (and the birth control) a couple decades ago, I would have saved myself so many health problems (and ironically, I WAS avoiding low-carb diets because of their reputation for being unhealthy, and my too-brief experience with them).
Induction made me ill (and it didn't go away after the first couple weeks as induction flu is supposed to). I realize now, that the nausea, light headedness and fainting (even now, I can pass out if my blood sugar gets too low), were probably an indication that I had blood sugar issues, even then (in high school).
Eating more frequently, eating more fat, or even raising carbs a bit above induction level would have been a better choice than giving up - but that's what I did, because my doctor, my parents, and almost eveyone was telling me how "dangerous" low carb eating was.
After my high school experience with Atkins, I never followed a low carb diet for more than a week until my doctor recommended (I think it was 3 years ago) low carb, because he said some studies were finding that insulin resistant folks lost weight more successfully on low-carb than other diets. He warned me not to got too low, though - and when I asked him what was too low, he admitted that he didn't know, and I should experiment and pay attention to how I feel, and we'd review my bloodwork every three to four months.
I'm also trying to avoid gluten. I don't know whether I'm allergic or sensitive to wheat and/or gluten, but I definitely feel my best when I avoid wheat (and I'm avoiding other gluten grains just to be safe).
Last night I had a few bites of my husband's pizza (big mistake and I knew it), and today I feel like crud. It was the dumbest thing to do, since I know wheat almost always makes me sick (there've been a few times that I've escaped without obvious symptoms, so I think part of me still doesn't really believe that I have a problem).
The lower my grain and more generically carb intake, the better I feel. And it's STILL hard to avoid them.
As a former substance abuse counselor, and a current user of pain medications, I dislike the word addiction being misused (tramadol, the pain medication I'm on, rarely causes true addiction, in the abuse sense because when used as prescribed there's no high involved - and yet it does cause physical dependence, which many confuse with true addiction - because if you stop the medication without tapering off, you will experience withdrawal symptoms. The drug can also be abused by taking far more than the prescribed dose or by mixing it with other drugs. As a result, some doctors are reluctant to prescribe it, despite the fact that abuse would be fairly easy to detect if the doc is paying attention).
Got a bit off-track, but my point is that I think the word addiction is often overused to describe impulse-control problems that don't rise to the level of true addiction. But, all that being said, addiction does seem to very much describe my relationship with high carbohydrate foods. I truly suspect that if sugar and flour were illegal, there would be a thriving black market and no shortage of speakeasies serving illegal cake.
I don't believe that carb addiction is universal. There really do seem to be people who could take them or leave them, but I'm definitely not one of them. If the carb concentration is too high (even from natural sources like fruit), one bite is never enough. I feel like I'm starving to death. Carrying 160 extra pounds, I know it makes no sense logically, but it's how I feel.
It seems like a mental illness, because it's "crazy" to feel that something terrible will happen if I don't load up on the unnecessary carbs. It's "crazy" to self-medicate every emotional crisis with high glycemic carbs.
And yet the crazy disappears when I keep my blood sugar under control. Of course it makes me wonder how many bulimics and other bingers are doing so because of the physiological reaction to carbohydrates, rather than because of emotional problems. Emotional crisis is the trigger, but is it truly the cause?
It is rare for bingers to binge on low-carb foods. Binge foods are almost always carbohydrate containing foods, or foods eaten in combination with high carbohydrate foods. So, I'm not sure there is always a distinction between "true" eating disorders and carb-addiction. I think the two overlap to a degree that makes it hard to seperate the two.
Now if someone has severe emotional problems, even if a low-carb diet "cures" their bingeing, the person might start cutting on themselves or shoplifing, or engaging in some other compulsive self-stim behaviors.
I think it's wrong though to call carbohydrate-addiction anything but a true eating disorder. That doesn't mean though that the person has any emotional problems, except those caused by the trauma of being caught up in the compulsive cycle.