Helloooooo peeps....
Well my weight is way up, by 4 pounds, and I'm all belchy and bloaty....toooooooo much sodium and I did have some carbs this week...I think it just makes me feel kind of bad in the end. I'm pretty sure the weight is due to bloating and am taking measures to try to get it back down. Saying that I'm not going to be weighing myself until next week, Fridays. I think that is best as I'm seeing my obsessive behavior starting again. When I get all bloated I can quickly go up by 5 pounds! I'm amazed by that. However, my jeans fit just fine and I'm pretty sure it is water retention so I just need to FOCUS and be patient.
Learned something about my HS and sweating and the reason why I don't really want to exercise. See when I exercise I get lumps under my armpits and they can be painful and it occurred to me yesterday that when I do things like Yoga, walking, resistance training...anything that isn't getting my heart rate way up there, I don't sweat like other people do, meaning it can be 100 degrees out and I'll barely crack a sweat. What happens is I get overheated because my body doesn't cool down (that explains the heat hives, the dizzy feelings, the time I need to recover)...when I do the cardio workouts I sweat and I can go longer, but in the end I still get those lumps and I think I have this mental barrier because I know it will happen and I know I have to cope with it, it just sucks lol. It is something I have to do, so I'm going to work on it. Last week I exercise and 12 hours later I got a big lump right in my armpit area. It will happen...so getting over that mental hurdle I think is what is stalling me from getting active again. I also do need to drink a bit more water and I do need to focus on the right foods for me.
SOOOOO I'm working on it.

This way of looking at my HS as not a skin disease, but an internal disease is much better for me. I think the skin is just a symptom of a larger problem. My sweat glands are malfunctioning, either by an over active immune system or I was born that way. So basically when normal people sweat they pull out toxins from their body or cool themselves down. I don't do that 100% of the time. So, my glands will rupture and the fluid has to go somewhere so it forms LUMPS and in certain areas it ruptures through the skin causing scar tissue, sores, clogged pores, and sinus tracting. Been doing a lot of reading this week. Certain foods make it worse, including now breads and carbs. I had some this week and my body is taking a beating. I've been bloated since Sunday. Oy... have to learn these lessons and stay away from all that crap. Like alcohol. *cries* I should stop drinking it. I felt really bad afterward and I'm making connections.
*HUGS* Hope everyone is well! I have my pottery class today.

YAY!