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Originally Posted by c_laura
I've struggled for years with disordered eating, so I try to avoid doing diets that require restrictive eating and calorie counting since these habits can trigger my own issues.
Unfortunately all I hear these days is how helpful food logs are and how much more weight you can lose using them. It makes me wonder if I should try myself. I'm sure that I am eating more then I think I am since I've been gaining weight but I'm unsure of logging my food
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So my question to the group(
) is: do you log your food?
If you don't: Why don't you?
If you do: Has it helped with weightloss?
Do you ever feel like you're experiencing negative feelings from journalling?
Do you recommend it to others?
Any advice anyone has would be great.
thanks...
Hello to you C_laura, I recognize my old self in you. I don't think your question is about the effectiveness of food logs because as you stated, all you hear nowadays is about the effectiveness of food logs and counting calories. I think what you're really getting at here is that you're scared of these things and I understand that feeling more than you can know.
I'm a dysfunctional eater, and yes, I have an eating disorder. Right around the point where you are now emotionally I decided to get some therapy for my eating issues because I knew that there were some psychological triggers standing in my way of becoming physically healthy. I'm quite a successful person in my life and it always bothered me that I was a miserable failure at health and nutrition. So I sought help.
The honest truth? I gained weight when I began my nutrition therapy, much to my horror. Why? Because I rebeled against it. Like you, I was afraid to face my fears, I was afraid to count my calories, I was too afraid to write down what I ate on a little piece of paper. I was terrified at what the total sum of food would be and I was not ready to face it. So I ate more and rebeled against the idea of getting my eating under control eventhough that's what I was in therapy for. I know it sounds strange but it was my emotional self's last ditch effort to hold on to this dysfunctional lifestyle - it was all I knew how to do and it was my security blanket. Slowly over time I started to accept the fact that I could do this but it was a process. At first writing everything down was hard, then writing down the calories was torture. But eventually I started to feel..... in control. Now I have bad days and good days but I am still in control. Time-wise I started therapy in January 2009 and gained 20lbs by April, yea for real!! And then in May I started exercising. And in June I started writing down what I ate. Since June I've lost 36lbs and have been going strong since. Don't get me wrong, I still have lots of issues I have to deal with but they're not holding me back from my success in this.
So yeah, journaling is good for you. Don't sabotage yourself like I did any longer than you have to. Writing down calories is going to do exactly what you fear - it's going to trigger all those things you don't want to trigger. But this is what this journey is about. You are not alone in feeling this way, visit us in the Chicks in Control section where we discuss these issues. You CAN do this no matter how hard you think it is. It sounds cliche but if i can do this anyone can.