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Originally Posted by saef
I fear what hunger brings to the forefront in me. Hunger clouds my judgment. The rational part of me shuts down temporarily & I make bad decisions. I'm needy, greedy & mindless. I think only of what the quickest fix would be, and often I'll choose things that must have been on my mind for several days, things that I said "no" to when I was in better control of myself, things that really don't satisfy me afterward. I think that hunger for me is sort of like lust for some other people. To paraphrase what's said of men who let their lust control their actions, I think with my stomach, not with my brain.
Yeah, what Saef said. That sums it up perfectly for me.
As for ever having felt true hunger, probably a couple of times in my life. The most memorable was as a senior in high school, at a rugby tourney in Dubai. We played all morning, and in the afternoon sat and drank Smirnoffs and watched our men's strings play. We didn't eat anything all day. Then when we got back to the hotel in the evening...my wallet was missing and my friend didn't have money exchanged. It took us hours to find a place to exchange money, and we were seriously ready to keel over with hunger. When we finally did exchange, we went to McDonald's and bought the most enormous amount of food ever. And ate pretty much all of it. -_- At the time I was quite thin, too. *sigh*