Hey everyone.. I just want to apologize for my attitude earlier. I was stressed and my kids were acting like crazy fools and I just wanted to melt away.

It was one of those moments I would have formerly treated with a chocolate cake.

I'm glad I'm beyond that. I know my family loves me no matter what. It's just so difficult to feel like they may somehow be dissapointed in me. They saw me lose almost 100 lbs after I had my son and to be back where I started makes me feel like a failure. I know I'm not... and I'll get back there again someday. I'm just so impatient.

Thank you again for your nice words.