I
HATE my name. Both first
and last.
My last name is one of those long, twisty names that when people look at it they always do that double take and
insist on asking me how to pronounce it. I can't stand it when I go to the grocery store (or anywhere else), and the clerk looks at my receipt and I see "the look." It's the look of someone who is stumped on how to pronounce my name, but is going to insist on trying anyway. And, 99.9% of the time they are wrong. (I've met maybe 10 people in my whole life who were able to ponounce it correctly without me having to tell them how first.) I've had clerks stubbornly hold back giving me my receipt and pester me to pronounce my name for them to satisfy their own curiosity. Honestly: just give me my frickin receipt so I can go!
I guess some people don't see what the big deal is about having to pronounce your last name for people a few times a week, but after 30-some-odd years it's a rather old game for me and one I find annoying most of the time.
My first name is not as bad, but I still hate it. Always have, even as a child. My name is Ginny. People mispronounce that a lot, too. It's pronounced like "Jinny" but most people never get it right. They say "Jenny" or "Jeanie" or most often say it like "guinea," which drives me up the effing wall.
I've thought often and hard about changing my name, first and last, legally. But for various reasons, I probably won't ever do that. It doesn't stop me from wishing I could marry some guy with a simple last name, like Jones or Smith, though!
And because I feel like my whole name is so effed up, I've begged my brother and SIL not to name their first kid anything weird or unusual. Just give the kid a
normal first name!! It's bad enough that (s)he will get stuck with our twisty last name, but don't burden him/her with some crazy first name too.