) I didn't lose that self-consciousness until college when boys started paying attention to me. (I came from a VERY small town!) Still, I've always just "known" that there were certian things I "couldn't" do that other people could and I was always more into books than sports and such. My parent's didn't go out of their way to make me feel fat. My mother was very big. Dad made a few remarks, but I know he didn't mean them to hurt. Still...Anyway, I've developed fears as I got older. I was never claustrophobic until a few years ago. (Discovered that the hard way while having an MRI.) I was never very afraid of heights, but I've become more so. I'm actually okay if I have my hand on something stable. I could probably stand int the torch of the statue of liberty if I had my hand on the rail no problem...but take that away and I'd be terrified! Riding a horse is actually not easy for me. It's just so HIGH! And for some reason, hanging on to the horse just isn't stable enough!
But I'm determined to take my kid trail riding this summer!
