Red - NO self-disgust ALLOWED!
Therefore, I'm glad you clarified. Sometimes LIFE happens and gets in the way of our goals and challenges. It sucks, but it's the truth. Did I expect that after my shot, I'd miss nearly an entire week of exercising? No. But now that I'm doing better...I can continue on track. You've had SOOO much stress, hardship and sadness in your life lately. Be kind to yourself. Talk to yourself like you would talk to a friend, or to me, if I were going through similar circumstances. I remember when both my parents were terminally ill, the 3FC ladies and my other friends didn't berate me for eating off program or skipping exercise. They were kind to me and knew that I would do the best I could at the moment, even if I did fall back into old coping mechanisms, and when I could, I would again pursue my goals. I know you WILL get through this! And you WILL get back on track with your eating and exercising, and no booze or cigs. For now, just do the best you can. Even if it's not every day. Allow yourself a few extra "pauses". Be kind to yourself.
As for the kitty...you are such a loving, caring, compassionate person. You can take great pride in that.
And judging from the photos you've posted....you DO NOT look AWFUL! I'm glad you set yourself up with reasonable challenges. I really like your clutter and cleaning challenges. I should probably add a clutter and cleaning challenge to mine, but my list is long enough right now. Hang in there, my friend.
Move, Immunized and Shad - Hope you all are doing well!
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I did a little bit of Wii Fit, some crunches and one plank. Not enough to add another day to my challenges...but hopefully enough to get my body ready for Zumba and Strength Training tonight. As for Zumba being too much....maybe, but I'm frankly more worried about the strength training. I've been doing some Zumba moves around the house (slower paced obviously, and not for 1/2 hour straight), and they seem okay. I really need to focus on core strengthening and several of the Zumba dances engage the abs. I have promised myself to listen to my body and not let my back even get "twingey". Thanks for your concern!
Journal everything AND count WW points - 0 pauses allowed - Round 2 - Day 15 completed
64 ounces of water - 0 pauses allowed - Round 2 - Day 15 completed
Stay within WW points - 2 pauses allowed - Round 2 - Day 15 completed
45 min. of cardio - 3 pauses allowed - Round 2 - Day 9 completed
5 servings of fruits and veg - 2 pauses taken - 1 pause left - Round 2 - Day 12 completed
50 crunches - 2 pauses taken - 1 pause left - Round 2 - Day 7 completed
1 minute of planks - 2 pauses taken - 1 pause left - Day 7 completed
No sugar (Splenda and diet soda is okay) - 1 pause taken - 0 pauses left - Day 6 completed