Good Morning. It's Tuesday...only 3 and a half days until the weekend...lol.
All right...Confession time. Last night after dinner, I thought I was fine. I played computer games (dynomite on msn.com) for a little while but was bored. Hubby was working late downstairs, so I was just relaxing & playing after I did my exercise.
Well, I had a hankering for one of the sugar free peppermint patties that hubby found & bought for me. Usually, I'll have 1 of the 2. Nope- I munched both of them in a hurry. Not small bites to savor as I had been. So, I figured I'd be good. Nope- triggered the need for more sugar. Julie, I have met your demon, and he's got raspbetty filling! On top of the 2 peppermint patties, with a whopping 7g of fat, I had 3 sugar free rapberry filled chocolates. And then 1/2 cup of fat free sugar free chocolate pudding. And then, my system started in on me. Gas pains from the malitol in the candy. Ugh.
I can now guarantee we're not going to have a repeat performance of that. I was miserable most of the night. Even faced the scale this morning to see how much damage was done. There's a loss- like Mary I don't want to say the words out loud for fear that they'll come right back & bring friends. I'm going to obsess all week & check each morning, waiting for the delayed reaction response to the added fat grams & calories. Hubby wants me to stay off the scale until 3/31 or 4/1 when we take the next measurements. But, that's unreasonable as far as damage control is concerned, right?
So far today:
Breakfast:
1 peach cottage double
1/3 cup smart start
1oz fat free swiss cheese
12oz diet coke
Got my first water here with me, sipping between paragraphs. Refocus, refocus, refocus. Stay away from the sugar free candy. Bad sugar. Bad.
Lunch:
3/4 cup ditalini
3/4 cup meat sauce
sprinkle of parmesan cheese
Today after work:
2 miles WATP tape to keep my promise to Lyn.
Dinner: Not planned yet- thinking chicken breast or cube steak, with veggies. Need something more filling than a PBJ sammitch, especially after the cravings/lack of control last night.
Lucy- the lemon in the water is an excellent suggestion. I've got to do that when I'm home to get more water in. At work, I'm spoiled, because we've got the huge water cooler with bottled water, and I'm maybe 15 feet from it, so I pass it 100 times a day, refilling when my glass is empty.
Julie- I'm jealous! Recumbent bike...no butt pain...oh, that would be heavenly. As far as what I'm doing...my dear, sweet, wonderful bike- it has 4 programmed settings where you can put in your age & it calculates your optimal heart rate & rpm's depending on what you want to do. There are 2 fat burning interval workouts (one is 30 mins, the other 60 mins) and 2 cardio which target a higher heart rate. (30/60 mins) Since I am getting my cardio with the WATP (add the ab belt & the exaggerated movements & man, do I pant) I tend to do the fat burning interval one. When I get on it for those 15 minute jaunts, I use the lowest resistance, because I'm not looking to tone my legs so much while on the bike, but to keep the heart rate in that fat burning zone. My target fat burning heart rate is 120-138, and for cardio, it's 155. When I get on for those 15 minute "jaunts" I've got my mp3 player on, and I've got the songs on there that keep me moving...I can slow down the rpms to stay in the fat burning zone on the lowest resistance, or get them up to 100 to push my heart rate to the cardio side at intervals, but to do 30 minutes at the 100+ I'd seriously have a stroke. But I know about the sweat pool under the boobs, and in the thigh/hip fold...when you get up & you know you're going to have to wring yourself out.
Okay, time to get this posted, and see who I missed by taking more than an hour and a half to write this between phone calls & work interrupting my fun!
(((( Chickies! ))))