well all...still smoke free....not having a great time of it

So my chin zits moved in a couple days ago, which means my period may be coming....so we go ahead and add PMS on top of the no cigarrette thing.......i have NOT been a happy camper!! The chin zits are the only way i know if im going to get my period..thats the only time i get them, and at this point ive lost all semblance of a normal, or regular period. Last month i got no period, this month its 3 weeks late (from when it USED to come when it was regular)....before that i had two periods in about 17 days... none of them normal FLOW WISE......i think 14% body Fat is my bodys personal lower limit for still getting periods.....hmmmm....... Sorry Yall, that was prob WAY TOO MUCH information!!!!!
SO, i have a scheduled 12 miler today (BOO.,....havent felt at ALL like running since i quit smoking, in fact, its felt like more of a chore) This needs to pass.......marathon is 4 weeks from TODAY......i caNOT lose motivation NOW!!! Maybe i shoulda quit smoking AFTER the marathon...
Oh, and ive been doing REALLY GOOD about not replacing the smokes with FOOD ( i DID however chomp down three packs of sugarfree gum yesterday) Until last night....i could NOT contain my desire to devour somethngSWEET..ANYTHING........i didnt go overboard, i NEVER go overboard, but still.......
alright
i neeed to suck it up and go for my 12 miler now..... what i REALLY need is an attitude adjustment!!

YAY!!! 12 Miles!!! IM SO EXCITED (if i just say it, maybe i will BE IT!)
