Good morning everyone! Woke up to the sound of rain absolutely pishing down, so I just snuggled under the flannel sheets with my husband and didn't bother going to the gym. Do I regret it? No way!
Ashley, I wake up angry sometimes too, maybe from a dream. I know it's unfair, but then I take it out on my husband, and he doesn't know where it comes from. I have a lot of anger left over from my first marriage as well, my ex was a selfish ******* who destroyed our entire family with his actions. But who says you have to forgive? Why should you forgive? Put the responsibility for your pain and anger on the person who caused it. I don't want to forgive, being pissed off is not stopping me from living a good life, if anything, it makes me want to enjoy my life now.
Penguin, that FitTV sounds perfect. I wish they would have something like that here. Maybe I should just download all the old episodes of Biggest Loser from the American, English and Israeli shows, keep them running, keep me motivated!
fruitlady, I know what it's like to go all day thinking about the next meal. I eat when I'm bored, happy, sad, I don't need hunger to eat. The only time I was too upset to eat was when life was so horrible when the events that resulted in my divorce took place. I lost about 10 pounds that week. And I don't ever want to be in that place again. If you're always thinking about food, like me, then maybe think about good food. Change up your routine, make new things, make things that challenge you, and make them healthy! I've started adding a lot more whole grains and veggies into my life, and I eat that when it's around. Keep the food habit going, just change the food.
Annie, listen to Ashley, DVR is one of the best things we ever did. We're not slaves to the cable timetables, and I just zip through all the commercials. Right now I've been taping ER reruns, I missed a few seasons, and have about 20 shows to catch up on...
angel, Greek meatballs sound good! I'm thinking maybe Greek chicken breasts for Shabbat dinner on Friday night now, you got me started...
ange... uranium mine? What do you do for a living? Do you glow in the dark?
It's going to be a tough Shabbat for me. My girls are going to be by their father, and we have my husband's kids even though it's the ex's turn to have them. His kids make me a little crazy, so I self-medicate with food. Even if I cook just healthy stuff I'll eat a lot of that. Maybe I should just cook things I refuse to eat? Nah, then I'll just have more wine...