Would it be bad to say I can not wait for hubby to get on that plane? He has been at home for 6.5 weeks now. he is driving me insane. He is a bad influence to have around if I want to loose weight too. And let us not mention how tired I am of the "lovin" as he will be in withdrawels being away from me so long. lol So I feel guilty skipping a night here and there. I want my LIFE back. I went through my boxes in Cameron's old room yesterday. Well, half of them anyways. My bil is going to try and sell Terry's collectables for me. I have been dragging them around for ten years now. I can't deal with the emotional bondage I have with it anymore. Plus, space is money moving so far. I have to drag these 15 or so boxes to Cali though. It will take 2 trips, thankfully we are swapping teenagers this week and swapping back in a few days, so that will be my 2 trips. (my eldest lives with her right now)
Well, wishing you all the strength to keep to your resolutions. Thanks for all the support! I will be around a lot more the next month. I will be sucessful at this weight loss thing this time!


to all! Hope you are well!
s during the holiday struggle is inspirational. And, flower, what a REALLY NEW START for your New Year. I understand well the difficulty in parting with those possessions.
I'm fairly sure this is not the way to lose weight.
Gain, maybe. Even though I made it through the holidays without gaining anything substantial, I could easily make up for that now, it seems. Must nip in bud! WILL nip in bud. This afternoon if I'm hungry I'll have something else: egg salad and carrot sticks or hummus and carrot stix or a baked sweet potato. No off-P foods! 
Walking is very good and v. helpful for one's state of mind, too. Even round the stores! 
And I mean really bad! Cannot seem to pull me together. I know the one year anniverary (coming up) of DHs loss is a part of it but neither he nor I would want me to be killing me with chocolate!
now....it is trying to be winter here!
The rain is turning to snow, but the mud prevails! Yuck. I am going to get some breakfast and review the walking situation....I am already muddy just from taking the heathens out....they insist on rubbing on me! And they are muddy!