B~ Must be busy with the baby!

Okay so I'm up again from the weekend. By the end of the week I gained everything I lost One of these years I will be out of the 230's

Sorry I haven't been around I have been so busy with the new baby! Yesterday I forgot to eat!! With 2 babies it is just go go go!!

Tara what happened with your dad? Have you stopped eating junk?

Well I was down 3 lbas last week and am down another pound so far.

Hey you guys
My father is a selfish ***, when my mom told him she was pregnant he told her if she wasnted to stay with him she would have an abortion. Every time I see him he screws with my head, he is making me feel so bad about myself. I am also having problems at work and with my best friend. I think my stars are out of wac or something. I am going nuts. And I am definitly eating junk. I really want to smoke, but am eating whoopie pies instead.
Last night my son fell and put a nice hole in his forehead, he now has his first stitches. He is fine now, but I need a vacation!!!!!
Tara

Tara ~ You don't need him in your life if he is going to treat you like that. I haven't talked to my father since my daughter was two years old (10 years). Hes never meet my daughter either and there are no plans for it in our future. He got a girl pregnant that was a year older than myself...I now have a 9 year old brother. I told him it wasn't my place to tell him how to live his life but I guess he thinks I will look down on him because all the Sh!t I got from him when I got pregnant with my daughter before I was married. I've tried to contact him but he never returned any of my letters or calls. So thats that. I don't care anymore and i don't spend anymore time worrying about it. My sister lives not to far from him ( my half sister we have different father's) and called me up one day to say Your Dad is in the store with me do you want to talk to him? I said NOPE No thanks if he wanted to talk to me he HAd his chance years ago.

Stitches ...hes three right? Funny thats the age my daughter had her first stitches,,,well first and last. Her and a friend were jumping on a sofa at the friends house and there was a coffee table not so far away .... bam head first on the corner of the coffee table

TI'm so sorry to hear you are going through a rough time! We are here for you though!! Maybe when you feel like smoking or eating whoopie pies you could go for a walk or something else?

How is your son doing?

Hi guys, thanks for all the support, I am sorry I havent been around. I feel too guilty about my recent menu to come over...
Anyway I have only just met my father so its hard to say oh well, maybe that will come with time. I just wish he would either participate in my life or leave me the crap alone! Its all the yo-yoing back and forth that is driving me crazy. I have written him off, but then I cant seem to stick to my guns.
Anyway Spencer is doing fine, his stitches come out tonight. He will have a nice scarr, I already bought the Mederma for kids!!! Yep he turns three this month, I hope these are the last stitches, but somehow I doubt it.
I dont know what I weigh, I will check after my monthly is gone!!! I have been swimming religiously, but am eating crap. At least my exercise is regular. Not today thought, no time with two job interviews and his stitches coming out!
Anyway I also havent checked in with my classes in a while so I have to do that!
Have a great day you guys and I will do better about being her!
Tara

Tara we are here for you!!

I have been eating crap and have not exercised since the baby came so consider yourself lucky that you hve at least stuck o your exercise program!! I am hoping to get back ont he wagon today!!

I am hoping to get some help in the house in teh evenings and then maybe I will be here more frequently. These days I am sooo busy with the 2 babies!!

Hey ladies~

Me too I'm not on track either. I'm not way off track but I'm not losing either. I go back on track when I gain then back off when I lose a couple of pounds....ahhh yo yo

Good luck with your Dad...but if you have to end the relationship you know you lived without him before you can do it again

Thanks you guys.
I am loving swimming and am up to 14 laps wiothout thinking I am dying!!!!!
I am home from work today to go to the dr. I think I have bronchitis again and my asthma is all riled up.
Anyway I am still here. We should get back to posting at least every other day!!! Anyone want to try it?
Tara

Hi everyone!!
T how are you feeling?
I'm sorry I haven't been around lately but the baby has been keeping nme very busy! She doesn't sleep through the night yet either so that is a new adjustment!! In addition i have been really sick and was expecting TOM and so far it hasn't heppened!! keep your fingers crossed for me!! I would love to be I have already convinced myself I am so as soon as TOM does arrive I will be devasted

As for me and the weight loss I'm still losing but i haven't been very good. I had an okay week last week and then a bad weekend (typical) and exercise...what does that mean again?!?!

B
did I miss something...are you trying...???
I have been sick again too, went to the dr friday and he is an idiot, ER saturday am 4:30, begging for help with the throat pain. I can barely talk and my throat is killing me. It not where throat pain usually is, its further down, so nothing touches it. They gave me phenergen with codeine, but dh is at work and I cant take it when I am alone with Spencer.
Anyway not working out these days, but am missing swimming and itching to get back in the pool!
Tara

No we are not trying but we are also not not trying if that makes sense!! I woudl be ecstatic to be !! But I wasn't planning on really trying until july or when I hit goal.

T I'm so sorry about your throat! what do they think it is? why can't you take the meds? does it make you too sleepy?

Yup. it makes me loopy. They told me its a viral infection, and I have to wait it out...I am miserable and home again from work I can barely talk and have these coughing fits that would scare the kids, I work in an elementary school. I am basically on a ginger ale and sherbet diet, I did eat some pasta yesterday. everything else hurts. I tell you I am so sick of being sick, and I want to go swimming...
t

Hi ladies!

Glad to see some posts in here

I can't stay I'm running out the door.
I took the whole week off last week....gained three pounds