Morning ladies!
Motivation level: 6
I hope you all had a wonderful Labor Day Weekend!
I'm feeling pretty good mentally, but my body isn't there quite yet. This weekend was really busy for me, and there was a lot of food involved. As a result I'm back up to 199 (even though I know I didn't consume an extra 7000 calories). So this week I will just have to work harder and drink lots of water. I can feel myself getting a little lax since I reached my goal of 199, and that is just not acceptable. Now is the time I really need to be on my guard, I need to kick things into high gear! I was planning to work out this morning, and I still may, but I'm not feeling particularly energetic at the moment. We'll see. I may just go for a walk, as it's a beautiful day outside. I didn't exercise at all last week because I was sick, and now I just don't feel like doing it. I have to though. If I ever want to lose the rest of this weight, I have to.
I had on my favorite pair of jeans yesterday, my size 20's. I knew they were a little big, but hey, they're jeans, so it's ok. But yesterday they just seemed huge. I can't wear them anymore. It's time to move on and buy new clothes, Elisha! now if I just had some money....
But I don't really want to. I want to get even smaller before I invest in new clothes. But who knows how long that is going to take? Even when my mom lost 60-70 pounds, she only ever got down to a size 14. I would be very disappointed if I never got below at 14. But in order to do that, I have to work a lot harder than I have been. I've got to get back my motivation, my determination. I need your help with this, chickies!
So today I'm issuing a sort of Call-To-Arms: let's make September the best month in weight loss history! We can all do this, and if we do it together it will be so much easier! No more excuses, no more laziness, no more letting things get in the way. We can be strong! Let's do it!
~Elisha



That sucks huh?! But this last month has been a terror for me! And the thing is... that now that I've been trying a new diet and etc. I have even less time to post because school has started! I have to get a schedule going! I totally am lost! I don't have anything together yet! I had cooking, cleaning, etc all on a schedule.. but where it is now! Who knows!