The Pudgy Asian Girl's Blog
Hi all, I'm Cher. Let me give you a brief introduction of myself!
I am 20 this year. As you already know, I'm asian. A chinese female. I am currently 56kg and 167cm tall. I've never been overweight, but I've always been pudgy. I dream of being lean and slim, with toned muscles evryday. I managed to achieve a weight loss of 8 kilos, from 58kg to 50kg in a year. However, at the beginning of 2013, I realised I've been going under a lot of mental stress and constantly binged. The more I ate, the more anxious I got, and hence I ate even more. Recently, I've climbed from 50kg to 56kg in less than a month. I fear that if this continued, I would be back to my usual weight and never be able to fit into the clothes I bought again. I also feel a lot more flabs coming back because I ate a lot of carbs. I stuffed myself so full I can hardly breath. Just this evening, after a binge on breads and cakes, I finally decided this has to stop. So here I am, promising you and the rest of the community here that I will achieve and maintain my weight, and control my yo-yo-ing eating habits. I weigh 56kg as of now after a round of binging. I aim to lose back to 50kg, and soon. Please give me your encouragement.... my family does not care about how depressed I feel about gaining back the weight and they constantly torture me on purposr by cooking elaborate meals and bringing it into my room.. I almost became bulimic! I actually tried throwing up again today but to no avail. Nothing comes out no matter how hard I try to throw up. And I dislike the idea of it. I want to eat clean, healthy, and once I'm back to 50kg I will maintain the weight at 50kg with moderate healthy eating. I will update this blog of mine daily, I promise, with what I ate, how much I exercise and all. Thank you for reading and I hope I have your support! |
I can identify with a lot of what you are saying. I was doing really well for a while, got my weight down and then started binging again. Lately, it's been really bad for me, as well. I'm ready to start over again, for the final time.
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This is the blog, I forgot to add the link. Please view, please talk to me, please befriend me, please help encourage me.. |
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:hug:I hope you feel alright, let's strive to be slimmer and healthier again! I hope to get to know of your progress as time goes as well, we could share...Would that be okay? :^: |
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