Now for the rather long intro and question.

When I was about 16 (5 years ago) my doctor put me on a low dose of birthcontrol pills. I was never regular and would get maybe 2 periods a year. I went on the pill and that fixed the problem. I stayed on the pills until I was 20. I finally got off them because I wanted to know what was really wrong with me. You know how sometimes you just know that this isn't right? Well I got off the pills and in the next few months I gained lots of weight. In fact during the winter with in 2 months I gained near 40 pounds. Yes, I gained weight after I went off the pill *boggle* I am weird like that. Yeah ok even my doctor (who just kept telling me to eat less) realized something was wrong. So I went to a specialist and was diagnosed with PCOS. Now a year later I am actually getting a period and loosing weight. Of course I watch what I eat and I ride horses. Yes, I ride horses. Not western either I actually do show jumping. Ok, so I probably look funny. But I love it and I am good. I actually get trainers who come up to me and ask me how long I have been riding and such =)
Now for my problem. I never once was on a cycle except on the pill. So now that I am actually getting my period I have no clue when it is coming. Also I am lucky and don't get cramps or any real symptons before my period. Some times it will start a little and stop and sometimes I get a full period. Of course being 21 and going out of state to concerts, clubs, and well riding horses.. I need to know when my friend is going to show up. Not to easy to deal with esspecially riding horses lol.
So I finally called my doctor and asked to be put back on the pill. So now I am sitting here with the box in front of me lol. I can't deal with the crazy periods until my body figures out how to cylce itself and also well I am not an angel and don't plan on waiting until I am married.
My problem is I am scared to death of gaining weight again. But I have to wonder with the fact that I gained weight when I went off them... Could it be possible that the hormones in these at least for me help me out instead of causing weight gain? Because all of my problems started when I went off of them *boggle* lol. I was acutally loosing weight while on them when I was at college.

... lol =) But i'll check it out.
