Oh you're so welcome!
I know how, it depressing when everyone else loses weight. I would feel embarrassed to even be around those I knew who lost weight.
My mother in law lost alot of weight last year, and I was so jealous of her, I couldn't even congradulate her on it. That's how bad I was at that time.
One of my sisters had lost weight and I was jealous of her too. Now she is gaining and I'm losing, but I'm gloating about it. I actually feel bad when I'm around her.
I don't want to endorse any diet, because I have tried them all. I'm doing Atkins right now, and it's seems to me that just eliminating all white bread, flour, sugar and any type of carbs that are bad is helping so much. I do think there is something to this because in two months I dropped those 26 or 27 lbs.
I am able to breath better, I don't get headaches, amongst other things.
I even heard that the south beach diet is good too.
I'm sure you can check out their websites.
But if you want to do something just do it, don't worry about tomorrow or down the road, because today is enough to think about.
Be encouraged!
Oh and one more thing, talking from experience here. .try not to focus to much on yourself if you decide to change your eating habits. Start doing stuff for other people, (I'm sure you do anyways). By that you don't focus on how hungry you are or what to eat or if you losing weight.
It just automatically comes together, and before you know it, your losing weight. Not to mention how fulfilling it is to help others out when in need.
In return you will receive the same.
Take Care and God Bless!