I just got home from my first meeting. I'm not really sure what I thought.
I sat in the car for what seemed like hours (probably 15 minutes) before, debating if I was actually going to walk in or if I should just drive away. I finally worked up the nerve to walk in!
Of course being a shy person, it was rather akward for me. But overall I'm glad I went. I didn't feel up to reading from the books that they had, I just didn't think I was ready to jump that far in yet
They had some books there, daily passages (I don't remember what they were called exactly.) Should I get those if I'm going to stay in the program? And how much do they cost??
I'm thinking of going to another meeting tomororw if I can. It sounded like many of the members do multiple meetings. And I think if I get the hang of this down that OA can be very helpful for me. I just need to not be so shy and ask my questions!