I took a huge step tonight towards the path that ultimately is going to result in achieving my ideal weight - I went to an Overeaters Anonymous meeting. I felt so at home, and listening to the people talk -- it was like the words were coming out of my own mouth. I read online that OA can also help bulimics, so that is why I went. I used to be a COE, but then became bulimic well over a year ago.
I am tired to lying to myself and to others. I want to enjoy a meal. I want to think of food only as a fuel source for my body and I want to feel free from this disease. The people there made me feel so good, I wanted to cry. I think I found my home.