Fresh Start
 

Hello there! To start with; forgive my English my native language is not English :) So like everyone else here, food not only has been a bless for me but also has been a prison. Is a relationship of love and hate; and I have to admit that I am weak.. Then I realized that I am not the only one ... :) I just want to share with you my disappointment on me; I thought I was stronger. I just let myself binge every SINGLE day. And honestly I don't put effort to stop it. I am disgusted of myself ; not only the appearance of my body makes me sick but also my lack of wiliness makes me feel like I will never achieve any goal that I have in my life. I mean, I cant control what I eat how am I suppose to control my life? I want a fresh start; but I say that to myself every single day. I am afraid that my body will give up on me in any minute. My skin breaks, my body just cant stand this anymore. I just want you to share your stories with me.. Maybe this will help me ..

I feel your pain.
try OA phone meetings.
dial 712-432-5203
then enter conference ID: 876148#
then dial 0#

you may find these phone meetings helpful.
people telling their stories.