Hi all,
After twelve years of trying therapists and psychs of all stripes, meds, groups, etc., I have surrendered to OA.
I am on Day 3 of abstinence, which to me means following a food plan.
The bulimia and bingeing has been ruining my life for too long.
Trying to get to f2f meetings though this is a terrible time for me (studying for the bar exams ). I don't have a sponsor yet, and am open to finding one through some of the online resourecs but I hope to nail one down (TAKE ME!) at a f2f meeting if possible, so we can meet in person.
This is very exciting. The prospect of peace.
I have about 50 pounds to lose, but that is very much on the back burner.
All I need to do today is be abstinent. There is no need to contemplate the future. That single thought is what's gotten me to 2 1/4 days so far! If I thought about tomorrow I would surely give up today.
Thanks for listening, and I hope this forum magically becomes more active since I've found it!
Cat