
I was typing a post today and I noticed someone's "50 pounds lost" avatar. My internal response was, "wow, 50 pounds, what an accomplishment! that must feel so good". Then a few moments later, I noticed the "30 pounds lost" avatar under my name, and it took me another second to realize that it is mine!
and I had my, "whoaaaaa, 30 pounds lost! I did that!!" moment. Sometimes it still doesn't feel real. I still have a lot I want to lose, but hey - I've lost 1/3-1/4 of it, how awesome! I think I am beginning to much better understand what people mean when they say they've lost a 100 lbs to their healthy weight and still see themselves at their prior weight, still can't believe they can fit into that small pair of pants or shirt and are surprised that they easily do! Anyways.. good moment


My personal goal is to love and appreciate my body, and one of the ways in which to do that is through weight loss, but there is so much more... so I imagine when I reach my weight loss goal, I will still be working at transforming myself internally 
