90lb forever lost!!! Pics! :)
 

Don't get me wrong, I am no where near goal, I still have a long ways to go. But I am feeling so confident today, I had to share pics! I didnt think I ever would, maybe when I hit 100, but aparently I am about to haha.

The first pic was taken 2 years ago with my little cousin who has a very interesting look on his face haha. I never wanted anyone to ever see this pic of me, but whatever. Yes it was 2 years ago, but its the most recent before I have. I was a size 22 and 274lb.

http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3558/...ec19de.jpg?v=0




These two where taken today. At 184lb :D


http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3656/...c904da.jpg?v=0

http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3155/...04488a.jpg?v=0


Only thing is though, I still feel like the first person. It's almost like I am fooling myself and the second is just a person, not myself. I have used every excuse to try to understand the last two pics. "Oh the pants where sucking my gut in", "it's the angle of the camera not really me". "Black is slimming". "Those size 14 pants only fit because there pants and not jeans, it's the type". I've even used well the camera is more zoomed out in this pic thats why I look smaller lol.

Did any of you go through this? It's almost like while everyones camera adds 10lb, mine takes it off haha. I don't feel like the last pics, at all. And I dont even think I look it when I see myself in the mirror. It's like the camera is lying to me.

I knew my goal was to lose weight, but I don't think it really registered in my mind, that, that actually meant looking different. I know it sounds really strange, but I guess it's just becoming more real now? Maybe? I don't think I ever thought I would make it this far. Last time I was 184lb I was maybe 10, and thats just sad. I now will be 21 later this month. It's like a different person. If it the camera is not lying to me, that really is me, I love it! :carrot:

you are right... It is a different person!!!
Wow... and if it is just hard to believe how good you look, look again and again and again or maybe take another shot, another angle or in a different place.
That is only you my dear!!!!
Smile that is the new you!!! a Beautiful new you!!!
Enjoy!!!

you Look WONDERFUL!!!! Keep up the great work!! Looking at your pictures just gave me more modivation!!! Thank you and again WAY TO GO!!!

you look awesome!!!! way to go!

:bravo:

You look fantastic. And I don't think the camera or the clothes are playing tricks on you!! ;)

You have worked so hard, and it has paid off!

:carrot: :dance: :carrot:

Congratulations!

Bravo, Girly! Way to do it! You must feel wonderful--just the way you look!

WOW!! Big congrats! Inspiring pictures!
You must be so pleased ^^ *slaps you a high five*
You go girl!!

Wow! Way to go! Get used to it, you look awesome! And I bet you feel even better.

You look great if I had to guess your weight I would said 150lbs great job.

Wow.. all your hard work has paid off! That's you.. better get used to it.. actually don't.. you're only going to get smaller :)

Wow, you look fantastic! Bravo on all your hard work and determination! You look hot girl!!

Wow, you look wonderful!!!

You look great. Congrats!

You do look great, you can really see the big difference. Congratulations!

You look fantastic! Congrats on your success thus far and keep up the great work! Yep...I know what you mean...my head has not yet caught up with the changes to my body. :)