What do you say at that point, you wake up one morning thinking you are 450, and of course huge bigger than everyone you know except those on the Discovery Channel or so you "assume" and you go to the Doc office, step on that lovely digital scale and BOOM your pregnant and carrying another Back Street Boy. Well not in so many words but yeah, that was the drift. Another year of "butt" naps on the net and a new bouncing baby boy band to show for it.
That was about 4 months ago. My name is Xavier I am right around 585 now. I am getting on the scale on Monday and I am hoping that the start of something good will come into effect with outcome of these three little numbers. Worse case scenario 666 and it's all over I am moving to Montanna and starting the air diet. Best case scenario I am somewhere close to 550 or below.
I have been counting calories and becoming keenly aware of everything I put in my mouth. I drink more water than most pool filters and have a rye sarcastic overtone too boot, which sounds quite nicer to the ears than the buzzing of the pool filter.
My achievement my fellow board members has been this day, and everyone I have been given since that faithful day at the scale. This moment and grouping of moments will continue to be a great achievement for as long as I am here.
I am gonna walk normally again, I am gonna make it around a walmart without looking like someone's grandma. I am gonna live it to live and stop dying to eat and eat.
I dropped 15 lbs, and have learned how to take the hint, wonders do not cease. I am floored by some of the posts I have read here. I only hope to gain half the courage I see here, I imagine with that kind of fortitude all goals can be surpassed.
- Xavier
-- you can and will do this -- you are determined, you are ready and the more you lose the more energy you'll get -- best of luck!!!
on the 15 lbs. lost. You've come to an excellent place for support and we all hope to see you around here very often.
