Well...had my WI last night. First thing I told her when I sat down was that I had purchased Gazoo the Gazelle and she said "you know that will probably affect your WI tonight". I told her I knew that already and was prepared for that. On top of my own workouts at home I had just been through one of the hardest workout days at school that we've done yet. It wasn't as much cardio as the tae bo was, but it was a strength day...lots and lots of squats and lunges and things like that. So, there was no suprise for me when my weight was up 3lbs this week. We were doing inches and body comp as well, so we ran that and looked at the numbers there and I am very proud and excited to say that they are looking great! I've lost 12lbs of fat since my last comp (a month ago) and have gained in the non-fat weight, which is also good. My BMI is down 12% since May and I've lost *drum roll* 60 inches off of my body! My ribbon to show that length went from the floor to above my chin! Thats 5 feet of space that I no longer occupy! It works out to about 10 inches in my waist, 12 in my thighs, 3 in my back/bust, 5 in my ribs, etc. No wonder my clothes don't fit. She kept trying to make my feel good and not discouraged about the actual weight gain and I eventually had to say that I wasn't even worried about it. She said, "good, because that just your muscles swelling (retaining water) from all the working out". She said, "You next weigh in you'll probably show a big loss". I told her I know now, that its not all about weight. I don't care what I weigh as long as I'm healthier and all of those measurements and the working out are leading to a healthier Sam and thats what I'm wanting for myself, so I'm a pretty happy girl! (I added the weight back into my tickers, but left my 80lb chick...I thought 3lbs was enough to go ahead and update the tickers, but that 80lb chick is still mine! Can't take my name off the 80lb board can I?

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Welcome Conny! - we're glad to have you. Feel free to make yourself at home and dive right into conversations!
Graduatethin - whoa, talk about your 6 degrees of separation! I can't believe I know someone who knows someone who knows that guy (that puts that shooter like only 3 degrees away from me!) This world is a crazy place and it's sad that he felt that was his only option. Makes me really pray that I'm showing the kids I teach enough love and support that they'll always know there is another way. Nothing is that bad! On a different not, I hate that his suicide note said "oh, well, at least now I'll be famous." Isn't that sick? Felt like a nobody all his life and said that in a letter that he wrote knowing he was going to kill innocent people...people he didn't know. I don't understand that, but then...I'm not in his mindset, so I am glad I don't understand. My thoughts and prayers are with you
grad and your family as you try to get through the holiday amidst the sadness.