You will definitely be in my thoughts, Pookie! I do want to say that I think you're absolutely BEAUTIFUL, and if your posts here are any indication, you're just as lovely inside! You must trust that everything is going to go well -- you deserve happiness and good health; you're life has already improved so much, and it's only going to get better. I'm very excited for you!!!
I wish you speedy healing and all the support you need in getting through this challenging time. We're here for you -- don't be a stranger!