I had a major NSV today that nobody but you guys would understand (and doesn't really fall under the "why it's worth it" header).
I came in to work, sat down at my desk, and when through email and such (like checking 3fc ). Then I got up to put my lunch in the fridge and get some hot water for my tea. I came back to my desk and realized the open bag of fun-sized Almond Joy bars that someone had put on the table next to my desk Friday was still there.
Guys, I sat three feet away from an open bag of Almond Joy for an HOUR without even noticing it was there. Then when I noticed it, all I thought was, "Oh, that's still there?" followed by "OMG, I didn't even notice it! Yay me!"
I am sitting a few feet from an open bag of candy bars and I have NO DESIRE to eat them. None.
JEssica, this is wonderful. Great job!!!
I think perhaps it can fall under the " why it's worth it" category.
All your hard work has made you immune to the candy and you feel marvelous about that... sounds pretty worth it to me....- that feeling of control and not even thinking about the stuff.
REgardless, I'm happy for you.
Last edited by rockinrobin; 11-08-2010 at 03:50 PM.
Not quiiiiiiite in "maintenance" yet but my view of myself has shifted accordingly with my weight which is a big NSV in itself. I have several others too.
+This year I wore an unflattering and skanky-looking Halloween costume that included a tan satin nightie that clings to my belly and does absolutely nothing for my figure. I NEVER, EVER would have worn such a costume in years past - all costumes had to be either sleek and black or completely covering all flaws because I was self-conscious. This year I was OK with letting loose and going for "weird and unattractive." It's a big jump, not feeling like you have to look good all the time.
+I exercise at home in just a bra and panties. I have gotten over my pathological fear of watching my fat wobble while doing exercise videos.
+I don't feel guilty or out of place walking into (Japanese) stores to shop because I know I can fit into their clothes now. 26-28 lbs ago it was different.
+I weigh almost as little as my mom. Walking next to her won't be shameful when she visits me in Japan in March.
Today was the end of an era. Today, I finally went to the DMV to get a new driver's license, with a new photo (I still had the fat one on there) and with an ACCURATE weight number.
Of course, they prefer to use the same photo, so they asked why I wanted a new one. I held up the old one next to my face, and said "This was 125 lbs ago. I have literally been accused of stealing it". And then multiple people passed it around and commented
Today was the end of an era. Today, I finally went to the DMV to get a new driver's license, with a new photo (I still had the fat one on there) and with an ACCURATE weight number.
Of course, they prefer to use the same photo, so they asked why I wanted a new one. I held up the old one next to my face, and said "This was 125 lbs ago. I have literally been accused of stealing it". And then multiple people passed it around and commented
). Then I got up to put my lunch in the fridge and get some hot water for my tea. I came back to my desk and realized the open bag of fun-sized Almond Joy bars that someone had put on the table next to my desk Friday was still there.
