Let's try this again......
 

I'm about 20 lbs away from my final goal and looking for a buddy. I'm finding it harder and harder to stay focused as I get closer to goal. Part of me wants to give up and stay where I am but I'm still not happy with my body. Maybe a buddy is just what I need to help give me that extra push to get to goal. It doesn't matter if you're 10 lbs away from goal or 100. Let's be accountable to each other!

You are doing amazing. You're an inspiration, really. Way to go! I know how it almost gets scary as you move closer to goal...the smallest I have ever been was last spring, when I weighed 173...it's weird to not be big anymore..it's almost like a shield of sorts. Comfy and familiar. But, you are SO close! I'm jealous of your strength thus far, and wish you the best in the future.