i need a hug
 

help!!! here it goes i'm 21 one boy, he's 3, in high school i was sporty, and always active, and guess what, i ate what ever i wanted w/o consequence.well that changed after graduation, i got preg at a small size 8 135 lbs, i'm like 5'5. i went up to 204 at nine months. after the birth i was 178 and in the first year i stayed there. i tried losing it went to 172 and then had to stop running b/c of weather. in the winter i went to 190. i tried again inthe summere and went to 180 then went totally offtrack. that winter i went 200. been there since.its so hard looking at those pants that now litteraly fit around my thigh. i'm so sick of it, i am now down to 190 again, iwas 188 last week, but thats why i need help. i want to be able to stay focused and stay ontrack. i need some help guys please!! :D :)

sending hugs
 

:grouphug: I'm sending hugs your way. You can do this. You just have to stay focused and remember the end picture. I used to be thin eons ago. I don't know if it's harder having been there and trying to get back or having not been there and trying to get there. You can do this though. It only goes down from here.

I understand where you are at my highest weight at pregnancy was 209 lbs. After having my son (now 11 months old) I weighed 185 lbs. This was a big disappointment to me since for many years I never weighed more then 120 lbs. before I got married. Now I too look at my skinny clothes and I can't believe what happened to me.
I will send a BIG hug your way. You can do it.

thanks squiggly. those hugs served a great purpose today. and your right it is so much harder to know what you had and see it kinda lost in a way. thank you for your supprt. and rakkoon how did you do it? i could sure use some tips! i guess i gotta start believing that it's really possible, huh. well thanks again.