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hey there kimpy. I'll be your buddy your rock. im losing weight too and I know exactly how you feel. been there and still are!
wanna chat.
hit me back!
lauren

Its pretty disgusting that MTV felt they needed to make a reality special about being "obese". But if it helped you find this place, I guess it was worth it. I completely relate to a lot of what you are saying. I'm currently like 207, but I'm not so interested in pounds as I am sizes. I want to be a size 12 so I can wear Express and Charlotte Russe and boutique clothes. I also hate it how it feels like guys flock to the thin girls, especially the skanky ones. What I have realized, however, is that most woman aren't as fat as they think they are. I'm gaining a more realistic perception, but thats kind of a tangent. Anyway, I will totally be your buddy. I'm 20, btw.

thanks for replying hugmequick and pseudobrillance! i kinda am more on sizes too! but i dont know exaactly wat size i want bec i dont know how it looks. maybe an 8 or 10 is fine! just wanna wear skirts without the icky weird knee. i have a chubby knee. so i only wear skirts that are knee length to hide it. i looove clothes so much.
i didnt mind the special. kinda helped me realize i didnt want to turn out like that. having some sickness in the legs that prevents u from walking! its very scary!
my friends always get guys but m too shy to talk 2 them cause i think that they'll say, "who the heck is this fat girl?!" i know that not all guys r like that but i am paranoid. i mean, i have big dreams and they all require losing weight so i am trying to get there. its hard taking it a day at a time though bec its a daily struggle...
anyway, thanks again for replying!!!

Hey Kimpy we're about the same size and if you like I can buddy up with you Hang in there girly you can make it happen. BTW your avatar pic is BEAUTIFUL!!!

LOL you know why the guys flock to skanky girls right? Its because there isn't an ounce of intelligent thought in their pretty little heads so they can't think of saying no to them when they are humping all over them in a dance club lol. My hubby would rather have me, his fatty wife than a skinny little tart any day of the week!

Keep up the good work girls!!
Michelle