I have always been that girl
 

Hi i am that girl
The girl who is always mocked because of her weight.
The girl who her skinny friends tell her "oh, your not fat, your beautiful" and they call their bony bodies fat all the time in front of her face.
The girl who hates shopping because they never have anything that fits her.
The girl who always wears oversized shirts to hide the fact that she does not like her body.
The "look! It's your girlfriend" girl.
But no i don't wanna be that girl anymore.
I wanna be the girl who takes control of her body.
The girl who works hard.
The girl who is not the mirror's slave.



I just wanted to share my journey somewhere, anywhere.
And share it to the people who are going through the same thing and get my choices.
I hope this is the place.
I just want to share my daily calories and get some positive comments. Any suggestions on where should i post them?

I am 18, i weight 187lbs and im 5.57 feet tall

That's nice baby.