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Hi all I'm skinnyg, 5.3ft and 185lbs of fun! I am happy just to have some place to vent about being fat and addicted. i'm not entirely ready to start a diet and jump on the bandwagon of fitness. I need some bloody motivation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And staying power, and control. I ate 5 freakin donuts yesterday, 2 bags of cheese something, Cheetos, wingdings, chocolate peanutbutter cups, half a bagel, and i'm sure there's more. I get annoyed when all the skinny bs at work talk about their diets and workouts and counting calories, I seriously want to kick you know what!!!!!! I am sooooooooooooooooooooo sick of myself. On a diet at 5am and eating donuts at 9am; no exercise, getting on 50 years old!!
I quit smoking and drinking but its not making me feel better because I am eating more than I ever did. helppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp ppppppppppppppppppppppp!
thanks

I should probably have added that I ate half a veal cutlet sub for breakfast followed by chips and diet soda. That's where i'm at.