Hi everyone,
I have been lurking for a couple of years. I can't say that I have ever really tried too hard to lose weight. I am a get through the moment survivor that just does whatever I want to do in the very moment to try to make myself feel better. I'm sick of it. 8 days ago I decided to start watching, I am not on any particular plan but I have decided I thought I would start by being a weekday "vegan". I have read a lot of Dean Ornish and other things I have heart disease .. my first heart attack at 30 my second at 32. Unbelievable. It has been 8 days and I am at work sipping on my smoothie and feeling pretty good, good enough to tell the cosmic void "is it possible ? Could I really be doing this ? Could I sustain for a bit maybe I can actually take control of something.
Thank you all for the encouragement.


