I went through a lot as a kid (not gonna go into a sob story lol but just give the basics why I'm this unhealthy), my mother & stepfather were abusive & extremely neglectful from the ages 8-10. I never ate breakfast in the morning, didn't get money for school lunch, and only had dinner once in a blue moon which was frozen meals. My mom would give me $5 to go Rite Aid down the block. Only being a little kid & not knowing better (plus only having five dollars, not much you can do) I would buy soda & a big bag of chips, usually cheetos
. Eventually I moved in with my dad but the damage was done (physically & mentally). I ended up with a diagnosis of PTSD, Depression, and Generalized Anxiety at age 10. Six years later and I still eat my feelings.But, I am ready to make big changes. Not just for me but I would love to help my dad out too. I want him to see me graduate, get a nice job, get married, and have some kids. Every (good) parent deserves to see their child grow up happy & healthy.
Anyways! My endocrinologist prescribed me Synthroid & told me to cut out gluten and I've lost 10 pounds 6 1/2 weeks in!
Planning to start running soon.I've got no clue why I just wrote an essay but just wanted to share my backstory. Excited to join this community!



I really don't know what to say about what you've gone through, so rather than risking ramming my foot in my mouth I'll just go with :hugs:
