Hi my name is K... aka Henry's Mom - Henry is my hamster

I am 46
5ft tall 180 lbs
I would love to get to 150 or lower -
30 lbs is what i would like to lose. That doesnt sound like too much but
my self esteem is so low that i honestly dont think i will succeed.
I am an emotional eater and i feel i am addicted to food. Its all i ever think about now a days. I have only been this way for around 6 months and i am afraid if
i dont get control over it i will be hitting 200 soon.
Looking for support and tips