A fresh start.
I'm new. And I'm also not very good at this whole introducing myself thing, but I'll give it a shot.
I'm a 23-year-old college student in Alabama. I'll be graduating this year with a BS in physics and, well, I'm still working on figuring out what I'm going to do with that.
In 2010, I dropped from 162 lb (BMI 29.2) to 112 lb (BMI 20.2) in a healthy way. I managed to maintain my weight for quite some time. However, in Februrary of this year, I went through a very difficult time in my life precipitated by breaking off my engagement to someone I thought I'd be with forever. Unfortunately, I didn't exactly use the best coping skills when this happened and now I find myself sitting at 138 lb, right on the borderline between "healthy" and "overweight" and no longer feeling as fit, strong, and healthy as I was. I realize that in comparison to some of the fantastic journeys that some people on this site have made, that isn't much. But it's enough for me.
Two days ago, a year from the date my former fiancé proposed, I decided to make a change. I'm tired of letting this control my life the way is has for the last few months. I have allowed it to wreak havoc on my health and my body and on my academics and social life. I am ready to get back in the driver's seat.
But I need help, because going about this alone seems nearly impossible.
My goal is not really to hit a certain weight or size, but I do know that I have been at my most healthy in the 110-ish range, so I'll use that as a general guideline. The last thing I want is to get caught in the trap of allowing numbers to define my self-worth. I don't expect this to be a quick or easy undertaking.
Thanks in advance for accepting me into the fold. A wonderfully supportive place like this is precisely what I need.
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